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    我在炎热与抑郁的夏天，无法停止精神错乱

     
     
    艳阳依旧
    即使是每天早上仅仅15分钟的户外路程
    也足够把我晒成史无前例的黑猩猩了
     
    最近最常做的事就是折腾自己
    失眠
    绝食
    脑残
     
    身边和我最亲近的人总是会被我拒之千里之外
    母亲，密友，女友
     
    发现自己始终不是个温情的人
    摧残别人对自己的爱已经快成为一种习惯
     
    后悔
    后悔是种听上去比较含蓄的自虐方式
     
    听说某狮最近有自闭倾向
    那我何止是有自虐的倾向而已阿
    我这一辈子都在自虐！
     
    对得不到的东西，心里永远放不下
    对其实不应该属于自己的东西，手里却也放不下
    这叫什么？这他妈的就是贪心！
     
     
    PS: ryo, sorry for the stupid but unintended words...
     
     
     
    8/26/2009 11:06:25 PM | Blog it | just say something

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    A JIANwrote:
    to ryo: 我想说的就是unintended...还有就是，估计真的要到10月份才能来see you了...
    Sept. 2
    Tangerine Tianwrote:
    一把年纪了还学人家小朋友脑残组撒！绝食么 对你有点好处。。。。
    被拒的已经不是千里之外了。。。
    你不温情 别古很温暖的还是
    后悔这段没看懂
    金牛座大概都有点自虐
    贪心怎么了 哪个不贪心 不贪心还叫人怎么活！
    不是应该是unintentional么...???
    诶...好好考你的CPA吧～
    Sept. 2
    A JIANwrote:
    to abnormal: 哦原来如此哈~
    Sept. 1
    A JIANwrote:
    to qia: 我这是盗用了my little airport的一张专辑名...~
    Sept. 1
    Stephaniewrote:
    我觉得吧..你这题目很有感觉..读上去特有调..吼吼
    Aug. 30
    Yee Leewrote:
    耽美就是BOY'LOVE 当然得是美少年~~活活
    Aug. 29
    A JIANwrote:
    耽美是什么？？
    Aug. 28
    幺幺 Jin Leiwrote:
    看动画片吧，或看点耽美，哈哈，也许心情会好点哦
    这算不算是积极“避世”？
    Aug. 27
    A JIANwrote:
    个么这个礼拜天你有空伐~？出来白相~
    Aug. 27
    laurie shawwrote:
    darling, since lynn's back, u should hang out with us!!
    let us save u.
    xoxo
    Aug. 27
    Ivywrote:
    真的就是自虐+贪心!!何苦啊,明明都知道就是做不到...
    Aug. 27
    A JIANwrote:
    yo~是你坐的沙发亚~稀客~
    你9月底是不是就彻底回来了？
    Aug. 27
    佳瑶 虞wrote:
    是人都贪心，就是因为得不到才永远会是内心最渴望的。
    得到了呢，往往也就放一边了，不那么CARE了。
    P.S.你的日志实在太火爆，第一次抢到沙发。乐~~
    Aug. 27

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